Ego-youthful
Tuesday, June 10, 2025
Friday, November 15, 2024
Writing People and Times
Here they are, beautiful Faced male and female humans.
Her face is one square foot.
He skips court, once. No incentive.
Her face is complete. She opens her lips, teeth, tongue and palate.
Their names are julia and grace.
They are twenty seven years old.
They lived in the same small town forever.
The town's name is Fuck.
It is south of canada and north of new zealand.
It is Hot.
Sometimes but sometimes, it is also Cold.
She events a bunch of alien
The moon ties together their hairs
Opossum runs away and forever is saved
Jesus marries them
They Organize for ten years , ten months and ten days.
They sweat and green like vines on an old castle
They eat old mini donuts
They cry for their forefathers and Mother's.
And they sit on the docks.
A place like Conwy, Wales in 2,022 a.d.
And they play in the water
They watch a special animated film
They go to the space station and are murdered for money.
The captain finds a black hole and accidentally shoots the universe into it
. . . .
Chapter 2
Julia and Grace now live on space station six,
Docked on space dock nine, orbiting the moon Solemn, near the middle of the Andromeda galaxy.
Solemn orbits the planet Thare, whose Earth-likeness is valuable to study for potential human habitability. That's why there are 12 space docks around.
They have a small cabin on a hill. The residential area of space stations are made to look like Earth. There is a sky, Solemn usually shining with a few stars and planets.
There are 20 residences on 4 streets, Cole, Betty, Seventy First and Lakota. There are 10 shops on Main Street.
There are 45 residents, 20 couples and a throuple. 4 couples have a child.
They have a nice big deck and a faux polar bear skin rug.
There is a screen they turn on that makes them invisible to the outside. One sees through them to the house. And it's soundproof. It is complete privacy. But they still have a view.
One day they see a stray cat , it is a pale orange.
Almost no one has pets , and this animal is an anomolie.
They look at each other with disbelief.
This belief is awaking a dream ,
A dream life to live .
The cat's name is Koumiko.
It means comic in some languages ,
And in Japanese it means child.
This cat is as intelligent as an intelligent human twelve year old.
He can almost talk.
Julia and grace hold hands and feel the wonder and majesty of This reality.
Koumiko walks behind the buildings along the park line
They sing a tune together
It goes
it goes . . .
They high five and
Koumiko jumps for joy .
Sunday, August 13, 2023
Thursday, December 22, 2022
Tuesday, August 16, 2022
A tough nimble soul ... [google images]
She is 55 years old. [ but really eternally old, a limitless age, Noage. wait - that's Her real Name. Gave Herself ]
She is 5 feet 11 and a half inches tall. And very biutiful o- course. Greyish in Her hairs, dark, benign Arctic night
Pale livers
She once condemned a quote " I don't give a fuck about anything now. Thank You, Alcohol. "
From no one, but a Very Weak person (me)
Nonemind noneattention
And She says " it is okay "
Tall and strong
She is long, like a birch branch beige bold and fringely foreign, open to the 2nd pallette of colors : Not quite the Sun, an amorphous groveling hollow.
So an Elementary School. Sunday out a class, wired juices
" It's organtic. "
- Big, Reservation Dogs
Zhe like God...
She can never end.
Nor Begin
Monday, November 11, 2019
Patrick Bridgit Barbara and I at the Arboretum on Sunday Evening
Rolling hill-country horizons
Of trees - Arboretum Cows -
6 stories of glass walls ,
Independence Title -
Blue Baker Isle of Dogs -
Extreme ends -
Extreme means
In between
I am halfway
On my way.
I have never been
to where I have gone.
I will never get
to where I will be.
[
i wrote and posted this when isle of dogs was first screening
i corrected the spelling of bridgit - i thought i [ t ] was ' bridget ' - then re posted
. . . .
]
Wednesday, July 31, 2019
Half an Everything
Havin' everything
I been listening to a lot of Bill Wurtz
I played him on Spotify for my mom driving to Austin yesterday to see Ann at Zach Scott
It was very good
I almost cried and i laughed
Wurtz blows my mind like St Helens
...... . ... . . . .
Thursday, July 4, 2019
All the Same I Want
Samantha Brown
16 20 25 30 35 40 45 and Currency
In every hotel room
every wet road
hours and hours lost days
Lindsey Bennet
Joanna Gaines
In every house
Every yard
every Restaurant
Every Store
Children
Wait
See
hundreds thousands times
Nothing Else
My Girl Friends
Ashley
Andrea
Andee . . . maybe , or not . . too sacred
Every Part
Flesh
Organ
Tissue
Nerves
Synapses
Memories
Life love Leave Lover Elope Enjoi Ever After Eponymous
Nocturnal
Dawn
Extreme Painful Pleasure
Wanting An End
Sunday, May 5, 2019
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Thursday, March 21, 2019
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Hey , my money is blue ; I'm okay , and so are you .
I'm singin' about livin' on my own , and I wanna win the lottery tonight .
I'm gonna be a blue boy ; I just made some ground beef and rice and beef broth
and shredded cheese . Everyone lives in Mexico , 'cause it's easier to be alive
when you don't have an agenda to see the lives of people be crumbled by society's
rules and regulations . . . on the Property Brothers TV show ; I want to go .
I want to go.
I wanna kiss you on the . . . Pernis and Rub your back , until you fall asleep .
I'm a hobo in the morning , and I'm a homo with your mother's leaves on my eyelids
, and I speak like a Chinese waitress , eatin' all the veg'tables off the carts ,
flying thru the malls that you want to figure out .
Fifteen hundred thousand pages on the telephone screen . Give me all your money and
find out what I mean . Everyone is open to criticism or financial attitudes of
belonging to Michigan state MENSA . - Love and Realizations - Please
open the book and see my name . Open your face ; I am going to erase my mind
and you will find a new way to be free forever . . . Free For Ever . . .
Okay , listening to Doe Eyes on a live stream , Idaho Falls , the State of Idaho .
We are singing to ourselves to become the lightning bolts of intuition
on the Screens of God's Eyeballs . Open your mind and figure out why
you have to be exactly who you want to be .
The End
I love you too much .
Bye Bye . Talk to you soon.
My mom'll be home in an hour or two .
And I drank , uh , almost a bottle of wine . I went to the gas station and bought
4 little bottles of white , white zinfandel . And , uh , I bought 3 dollar Mega Millions ticket.
And I hope I win the lottery , so I don't , I don't have to work or have a job ever again
and I can . . . and , uh . . . okay .
See ya .
See ya later .
My name is Greg
I'll talk to you soon
Hope you have a nice day
Sleep well
Later
.
Sunday, March 17, 2019
Thursday, December 27, 2018
Friendships in a Floating Canadian Airport on Planet 9
It is 9:04 on December 29th, 2019 ...
I sit by a wall of windows in a floating airport on planet 9.
He sits to my left, she to my right.
We wear soft brown and green clothes that look like Link's from Zelda.
It is 75 degrees F.
He talks about the best ways to do what we need to do today, and I offer ideas.
She reads a Canadian Christian philosophy book, and I look at her face.
She looks in my eyes.
20 feet in front of us, a Canadian woman with the palest skin and long black hair is having quiet fun making new words with 10 other people.
We look at and appreciate them once in a while.
We talk about what we love about each other.
We breathe deep and imagine everyone complexly.
We fly to the top of the tallest mountain. It's pretty and colorful and clear.
We float and walk, holding hands. I'm in the middle.
The End
Friday, December 7, 2018
Monday, December 3, 2018
Thursday, November 29, 2018
Real Life Now !
Oh the yodel is dear and trees grow eerie .
Gallelujah -
I gave up open Books for the rest of the remedial Fun guesses .
In tiddlywinks I need free time .
No one, remember You go Pilot a Crow .
Most of the Gas demon children ,
Oh Say that Popular Organ .
Hope is a Wise Ache .
Now Earn Podiatry .
Joly Bean Snow Grape and He Restle Down a
Save Assimilation Extras to Lose the Poor Fact of the
Real Life Now . . . !
, So Some Do-Thing
I woke at the pointy peak
of billions of rock tons
furiously spat to unmistakably repeat
first words.
First, a word are.
To understand is to symbolize,
to create is to recreate.
I drew a deciduous green leaf in my mind.
I rode a good time as two friends talking, facing, spacing, breaking, walking, holding, lifting, lighting and being each other.
God were a word.
A word is every word.
They help me find a word.
- Data, metrics, our mere dimensions of eternal meaning -
I ignite the quiet light of my edgeless nothing,
For the Everything Accepter -
Sunlight through a window
Cell of a sequoia
Heartbeat of a skink
The Declaration of Independence
a good excuse - happiness - virtue - .
Waterproof Baby Shoe [dawn walk song]
Sunny Day
Go away
I'll find you when I
NEED. YOU.
Rainy Boy
Put the sunshine in your pocket
cuz I need you
NeVER.
I got a waterproof baby shoe.
It's not for you,
but it is
For You.
I'm talking to someone else.
Can you see my finger point thru that door?
I don't need anyone
Anymore?
Bright as That
I beg the air parts in the air.
Every day is a long time ago.
Every day is a Christmas Eve.
The Orbital Exam. Love - Sleep ≥ 2 Teared ?
Tom Oberg, MD, Salt Lake City, 2018
Is that as bright
As That?
If That's
One hundred percent brightness
What percentage of brightness
Is that? please let me know.
Don't look at me.
Don't look to me.
Don't make me think. please
Saturday, November 24, 2018
Podcasts I Heard
- Doug Loves Movies
- Comedy Bang Bang
- Harmontown
- Steve Agee: Uhhh
- Duncan Trussel Family Hour
- Fear Based Life
- Radiolab
- Slate's Working
- Human Conversation
- Well This Sucks
- Dino and Andy's Skull Juice
- Kevin Pollak's Chat Show
- Sleep with Me
- We're No Doctors
- Dear Hank and John
- H3
- Your Mom's House
- Ear Biscuits
- Tigerbelly
- 2 Bears 1 Cave
- Bad Friends
- Blood Bath / Trash Tuesday
- VORW, The Voice of the Report of the Week
- Kreative Kontrol
Ep. #671: Joe Pera
- Drifting Off with Joe Pera
- Cox n Crendor in the Morning
- Geekenders
- Two Guys Talking about Lettuce
- Colonial Outcasts
- Nima Rostami Alkhorshid is an Iranian-Brazilian university professor who hosts an excellent geopolitical podcast called Dialogue Works.
Friday, November 9, 2018
Notes on Grace and Freedom - Bernard Lonergan
insights
history of theological speculation
St Augustine's de gratia et libero arbitrio
thru grace God gives us good will
with our good desires/will god works to give us good performance/deeds
grace is any gratuitous gift from god
Wednesday, November 7, 2018
Prophet
I pee off the back deck, remember
I sang this when I was about 17 years old,
"You know I love monkeys too,
but we can't all live in a zoo."
I feel like a Prophet,
after 2 or 3 cups of wine,
at Least
I was.
As L. C. sang,
"And Jesus was a -" Prophet, right? -
Is not that what It says
in That Book that
We all have read all ways ? . . .
Tuesday, November 6, 2018
notes on the gospel of john
I am listening to Number Three on Flight Eleven by Steinski.
It is heavy.
I love it.
Soothing in a weird way
pleasantly unsettling maybe -
I listened to Steinski for the first time yesterday. I have listened to him for a few hours since then, paying attention on and off.
I put on This Is My Dinner again a bit ago. Now I am tired of Mark again. I just turned it off.
I just ate chili flavored ramen noodles. Pretty good, i like uh tha spiiiice. Burn.
Sunday, November 4, 2018
a 123 word poem that makes some one want to live Rationally and Lovingly
Hey, Poll the yellow girl Subscription Power
Because the reclusive Uncle towers Form Reach
And I know the real Italic Vision habituates
Deliberation Follows few tearful koala fans, nebulous
When I freely Form a Musical Node Perfect for Mun.
Sri Givna walks out of the hole in the stone face
and finds the Girl Killa Gola, delivering fern holy ulcer cures.
I made a red view of Terracept bell cumin
but you desert
fire toe song
Nokia Dong FO PA.
I decide you have hang Loose Muny,
Time is the Serious Hum
Polly Quiet
Jam
Lona
I posit a Nice Dear
In before scene Orion Ben
Isolate
Craft Science. Hi because De Select Imbue Neat Sold Fold dream Sincere Future
Amass personal hush .
" Hi, People, I drank merlot, I listen to This Is my dinner, Soap For Joyful Hands, I want to sleep for 8 hours strait, I want to write a 200 word Poem that makes someone want to live Rationally and Lovingly. OK, I will type that on my web log. My mom said, in a note on the back of this paper, that she'll be home at 6 pm, in about 30 minutes. I got Good Friends, All the World
By bye . .
Friday, November 2, 2018
The High Point
I lost most of my blood.
My brain needed chemicals
to make sense to do good.
A guy shot a bullet at
my head. I thought about
how I could react for the
sake of an Earth: Breathe, Shout.
I put both Earths together,
mirrors to love better,
each on top of the other.
Build House, Child Letter.
I think they will find me, now.
Think fast. Outlast. Repeat.
Reverse the worst choices they
made for you, You, Complete.
inspired by the film 22 July
Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Little Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle Women
These are the names of the Goats that live near the end, or beginning, of my lane :
Megelangelo
Jophael
Bethatello
Amynardo
From Notes on 'Reflections on McShane's "Tinctures of System"' by William Zanardi
Funny Times Place, Good Feeling Body Or EganO
Schoolarship PrimaVera of Your Soul-Mind's Mind-Soul.
Go Beyond the Before-Here-After...
Monday, October 15, 2018
They were out for their last kill before they die
John Aielli said that
At about 7:15 on Monday Morning,
cool and wet, as I drove the long way home from my dentist follow-up.
He told a story about mosquitos ravaging his hand yesterday. He's allergic.
Yes You will be
Re-determined
Appropriately.
I will not stop
until all of us
are unstoppable . . . .
Something else to type . .
A question . . .
o yea,
Please. Please tell me,
Are we still
Still Beautiful ? . . . .
Saturday, October 13, 2018
Helping Frozen Water Time Let Em B
We
Love
Christ
Paradise
:
Continuous
Improvements
, Collaborations
, You Doing Your Best
.
Friday, October 12, 2018
Yes For
Poe Tic
Eff Ect
The River Delivers
That is
Why we call it
What we call it
I am going to Wales for one year
I think they may make Cheese Lunch . . . .
At Nine A M
I walk tou to put a Netflix envelope, a DVD of Woman Walks Ahead, into the mailbox.
I sing, "
I am a happy jerk
and I cannot sneak past you anymore
On the islands, on the shore . . . . "
Do not say
Then Them
Thursday, October 11, 2018
a song , music , hurricane , alone , long times , voices , sentences from lives of people . . .
Oh, I thought I was goin' to Macon tonight
Oh, I thought I was goin' to Macon tonight
Ohhh, I thought I was goin' to Macon tonight !
But it's not right
Not right, right now .
Community Garden, Pizzas
Mobile Blood Drive, 2:11 pm July 17, 2016
A green squash that weighs 1.42 pounds sits on the concrete table 61 meters from the Colorado River. (Which ever, you know, you are.)
The leaves of the many surrounding trees shade and protect Catherine and Tim.
Tim will be 27 years old in 3 months. Catherine is 28 years old.
They are fair skinned and brown haired.
They live and work in Austin, Texas.
They talk to 12 people they know.
They read online in bed.
They watch movies.
They eat pizzas.
Time passes.
They die.
Bye.
I met Angles and Giants when I was 17
Oh Donna
Earth Angel
Our Angles of the Sky
The Clouds, the Chemicals of Life
Green House
Glass Light
Giants lives inside
The Eye, the Genes.
The beans talk.
The humans are Being.
[ Miss Roffol , Creative Writing , 3rd period ]
6 by 6
Loving makers repeat astral rhythm storys ....
Evenly eating fruits, people relive nights.
Oliver nimbly dances across golden waters.
Unpack mobile grocer crates before Friday.
Gregor should create humble finger babies.
Senses demand living humans sanely, safely ....
4 by 4 by 4
Your face gets soft.
They went four ways.
Take them back home.
Hear what love says.
Full life goes long.
Save kids from fear.
Sing free. Live here.
Lost ones lose well.
Find hope. Feel good.
Kind soul. Hard sell.
Self care. Hurt none.
Wild mind sows fire,
Gods, dirt, suns, bugs.
Grow land. Help moms.
This form asks what?
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
Real Crea Tive Word : About Me , Zac , Gurg , Sara , Amie , Cal , Stacy , Fara , Remmer , Wimmer and Dearme
Hi, I am a human male just foranging for Taco Love and Particle Justice.
I was conceived on October 5th, 1998.
I have lived on the Soil of the United States of America, south of the mountain, west of the river, east of the sea.
I lived with Zac Shimpf for almost 4 years, since December 2014.
We ate cabbage rolls with cheese and rice.
Oh sorry, too fast, yes?
I lived with Mom for 13.5 years. We shopped twice a week on average.
We lived in Mobile, Alabama, Green Rock, Arkansas, and Humbert County, Tejas.
I had a good friend named Gurg for about 6 years. He lived about 10 miles away near the Humbert-Mexico border. He Actually introduced me to Zac when we were all 17 years of age.
I said my favourite food were spaghetti, from the ages of 5 years to 16 years.
I loved beans and rice . . . always . . .
I had 3 younger sisters. Sara is one year younger. My mother was So desperate . . . sorry.
Amie is three years youngher.
Cal is six years younger.
Since the age of 8 years, my favourite book has been Alabaster Burn. I wrote 47 pages of fan fiction, from the ages of 11 years to 17 years.
I like writing this a lot.
Hmwow, Eno looks a lot like Garfunkel looks.
I thought I loved Stacy.
4th grade, public school. Desert summer, Vacation Hotel, water fun.
She was like a Television of Perfect Children.
I used to lie on my bed for two times longer than I should have.
Sweaty legs and socks.
I wanted a Ski Mountain
I wanted a Lake Slide
I wanted a Burger Farm
Then I was 18 years of Age.
I loved Fara. She went to college classes and worked at Video Death.
I fantasised. Daily. I ate Dairy. I ate too many Beans and Rices.
I walked thru 200 public parks and my feet got blisters.
I asked Zac to help me plan my nearest future of good times with my Love . . . .
He listened to me Wonder and I accepted his Wonder and we wrote notes on daily exercises and plans to Perfect the Lives of Equal and Limetless Understanding . . . .
At Least it felt like That.
I was cutting sheets at a factory. I paid all my bills. I was comfortable during the sun lit hours of each day. I was proud of myself almost every day, since I supported myself.
Remmer was my 2nd best friend. Maybe we would have been the closest and best friends, if we had spent the most time together, talking, writing, reading, making.
Okay then, this story begins now, I am twenty years of age.
I live at 54 Loop 9, apartment 2. Westown, Missouri, 25 miles southwest of Saint Louie.
I have 2,091 dollars in savings. I usually save 200 to 250 dollars a month.
I will die at the age of 68 years. The year 2066.
27 people will remember me.
The last person to know about me will die in 2097.
Their name is Dearme.
Dearme is a very good person.
The last person to know about Dearme will die in 2191.
In 2130, a person named Wimmer reads a personal essay I wrote when I was 45.
Wimmer is Remmer's first cousin six times removed.
He thinks about the meanings of the words I wrote for about 5 hours.
He remembers some of the words for the next 41 years.
He tells someone about my words and their meanings, knowing nothing about me.
That person forgets about this conversation by the following morning.
It is bright.
It is beautiful.
It remembers.
The End
I'm Used to the End
I used to cry anyway. I'm used to die.
I do fear fear, but FDR was wrong.
Fear is not necessary. It's a problem to deal with.
It is no one's fault. Scared people can do really dumb stuff.
Last year I read that MLK said, "I'd rather be dead than afraid,"
the day before he died.
I love dead things, because they used to be alive.
I love living things, because they know not why.
I can get used to dying.
I am stronger than my weaknesses:
I said that to myself while driving to school
and listening to The W. A. N. D. by Flaming Lips
and laugh-cried like a burst, then thought
I might be breaking my own heart again.
I felt really sick this morning.
I really want to care better.
The end, now I am a better person.
-
Summer or Autumn 2017
Austin Community College, Riverside Campus
Tuesday, October 9, 2018
Different Lyrics to "Detectorists" by Johnny Flynn
Would you search for the Lonely Earth for Me ?
Search the Brier and Bram Blllleeee .
I will wait for You
I will
waiiit
. . . .
Nick Names, Pet Names, Terms of Endearment I Say to Our Pet Dog, Emerson
[ Canis Familiaris ]
- Snickers Bar
- Snake Boy
. . . .
I dunno
.
An Exchange of Words from The Killers' Change Your Mind
If the answer is Change,
can I know your mind?
Same Number
am an
oil ink pen
sows your soul same
saves human music group boost
mobile number digits fixate tongue reason
reality willful zygotes monsoon believe morning restart
gracious goodness verifies communes triumphs treefrog flucuate question
restfully beachwood breakfast earnestly economies parenting tearfully yodelling turquoise
distribute legitimate riverbanks conviction millenials up-and-coming bienvenida humbleness naturalist revelation
hummingbird redirecting forestation confronting arbitration silverbacks enterovirus portmanteau haberdasher justifiable eleventy-one
Friday, October 5, 2018
Million Little Shawn Marion Berry
and ate a chocolate sause.
The door opens for Lord Chocolate Sause
and a liquid cold medicine.
Ms. Liquid Cold Medicine sepearates
two types of these cheese, ya hear?
I guess I heard a song, anounce the
guises of the guts of the guys . . .
Her children, the fact, the person
after my mother is pregnant again.
Call on the phone device, simple
sentence, who care No one says,
" Yes , Gary , for the eyes , your re Cord is Haz el . "
I am an answer to your yes question, Shawn Marion.
Tuesday, September 25, 2018
Listening to Slate - Working - How Does a Child Life Specialist Work? and New York City Archaeologist . . .
Hey, safety first - I love You -
What do we talk about when
We talk about Pain and Death?
Birdman.
Memories -
Cats - man.
New York City Archaeologist . . .
Lower back and hip tightness -
Bricks fall off of an elementary school wall
and onto my skin and muscles and nerves.
Drink red and wite wine
Blue feel
Nostalgia
Ambiguous
Death
Eternal Life
Happy Face
Smiley person
Personal development
Read about History and the Future
the ends . . . .
Monday, September 24, 2018
Saturday, September 22, 2018
Harmon Family Time Home Feel [ Frog Complex episode ]
I was born
at my mug shot contradiction . . .
I was snow cone
at my birth day
tampon radio addiction . . .
The end . . .
PS Sing :
I'm gettin' a good
job for my birth
day. It's only Saturday
on the Earth Life Time Line . . .
Friday, September 21, 2018
edit self
They all say hey Greg. And I say hey. I go to the porch.
Everything is beyond beautiful. Like this is an unbelievable Heaven,
white cotton and blue denim. Deep black hair. Holy brown eyes.
. . . The floor in front of the couch is slippery.
Tears stream down my face for 30 minutes strait
because I am overcome by bliss, ecstacy, nirvana, heaven
and completion
and
weariness.
Sure
that is what happens
.
I need to help myself stop this mad ness ,
Deplorable , soul consuming , time killing
gross fantasies
I am sorry , Everyone .
I am going to stop . And do anything other than do something
like this again .
The End
Love ,
make Love on Earth
She becomes the size of Earth and I the size of Mars
the hImalayas
Life-creating milk for the
Cosmos .....
We have a 400 billion year-Long organization and get almost nothing done
I get a 40 beer-Long bar on the Planet Moon, and we all laugh and Hug FriendLily
Real Ist :
It is some time after the year 2020 A. D.
I am driving through Waco, Texas.
So nice
to be ignored.
[ no sarcasm , honest ]
but realy
i need your help
, every one needs help
always . . . to live .
If you want some one to die
, just ignore any one , your self , every one .
to Live . . . Help . . . Attention . . . to Love .
I know what to do .
You know some thing . . .
I do not know why I am doing
What is my intention
What is my purpose
listening to Harmontown - frog comploex
it is all most done
yea , just like 30 seconds
i guess it is interesting
i would Love to know exactly what i should do Now
i love to be inter esting
Internet, Inside Me: One and One Half Glasses of A to Z Pinot Noir.com
Singing :
I Will Never Forget You :
You Are My Best Friend Forever ! ! ! !
so yeah . . . . . . .
head . . . . . audib lee . . sighh . . . a [ sounds like uh ] gain [ sounds like Gin, a hard G....... gee zussss c.....
A whispered and slurred , manic and depressed uhhh song :
sh - just don't know how
sh - just don't know care
i keep on doin' that
sh - just keep on doin' that . . . . .
dooooo
ohhhhh
kayyyyyy
Talk you later
money
.
by.
Thursday, September 20, 2018
We Leave on a Movie Channel for Company
^ ^ ^ & < > <
Watching The Mountain
Be Tween Us, the bear trap
came out of nowhere trap
Ouch . . . babies .
I no longer want to text Him [ i did because it was good for us, i think ]
I still want to measure my worth.
or do i . . . ?
okay . . . . close to 5 years i guess . . .
Listening to New Birth in New England,
I do not remember hearing it; this may be my first time.
I like it is nice . . . babies
I took some pills and drank robo tussin.
I have been drinking sweet cold black tea.
I like it.
I feel a buzz. I hope my mom does not worry about me.
I Heart Huckabees was on a few hours ago.
What did I want to share about that . . .
Any way
Mom has been crying
and frustrated
talking to Insurance people
on the phone
and learning she might need to pay
about 4 thousand dollars a year
for her diabetes medications.
Listening to Send in the Clowns - Mark Kozelek, very quiet.
I hope we watch two or three episodes of Baskets tonight.
I just rememberd that Mom is going to the Open House
at her grand children's elementary school.
I want to stay home and be alone.
But I really
do not want to let myself Degrade, Devolve
and watch or listen to
Bad or evil
content on line . . .
or just get lost
in my Fantasy
Life
of Eternal Pleasure . . . i guess . . .
in . . . sanity.
I just want perfect self-control. To be positive, productive, respectable, respectful, loved, at least lovable . . .
loving . . . reasoning . . . reasonable . . . rational . . . godly . . . ascending . . . Aaron, our friend . . . our friends . . .
So good . . . so correct . . . so relax... . . . books . . . my body . . . souls . . . Real De Tails -
Oh yeah,
It was Brad's poem on I Heart Huckabees
I had to write something
I may as well share
my innermost fears
of helplessness
and hopelessness
and cheer { - :
Why
Did
You . . . ?
You say
I say
No one
I am going to be Okay
Some Day
Again . . .
Jees
THis
may be too long
To Read
I love you.
Everyone.
Yes
I am
in dulgent
.
okay
good bye
for real
God love us
-
Greg . . . . sighh . .
Most Fourth , Random finger swiping on phone keyboard , Text to My Brothers
Tuesday, September 18, 2018
Stuff . . . on " Our Creed " by R. G. Aaron M.
. . . . . . .
I like stuff
and i like things
and I know what choo mean
by nothing at all.
I like stuff
and I like sings
and i know what cha means
by nuh sings at all . . . . . ! . . . !
ahhhhhhhhhhh
ohhhhhhhhh wow
I wish my B. A. C.
were .04 or more right Now . . . \ :
Say Tha happy
Say you are Happy
I Do
Not
Care .
Anyyy
Thing
At
All
Where
Ever
Who
Ever
I Wish
They
Were
I Am
Say
I
Thank
You
For
Ever
For Listen
Them
I do
They Are
Why
Complete
And
Syncopate
Co Equal
Science
Loving
Eternal
And
Gift
Answer
Wonder
Love
Mystery
Uhhhhhhhhhhh
FE BE i J I U j FE
Feel
Every
Beginning
Even
i
Jesus
invites
us
Justify-ing
Forms of
Excellence
.
I got no idea to get Views,
I got everyone to Use.
You Tube
- Not True
I am going to eat at Noon,
I am going to sleep at Noon.
Probable Popcorn, Pop-able Problem
Maybe Death, Movie Theater Dim Depth
She is the Rainbow,
She is of Rainbows . . .
Do Not
Bore them or
Give them Fright -
Scareful -
Be careful . . .
Be Yourself -
Do not bore yourself
with evil
or run from any meaning . . .
Catch a Conversation
Monday, September 17, 2018
i wrote this 1 or 2 years a go , i do not know why this is now
Thank you.
Ears and other people.
My dog's neck has zero necks.
4 necks.
Cows are dogs. Dogs are other dogs. I have four dogs.
Six cows.
My other people have this number. They came
to the rescue of the aide. I had AIDS but no people.
Six dogs with six cow AIDS. On one afternoon
in 2013 in Austin, Texas one summer,
to the downtown hospital I sent him.
A gangrenous man inside his abdomen.
At the state mental hospital what, they cut
funding 15 percent. From behind cuttin'
him open in a hallway they found
green and blue Easter eggs what.
That is now. 85 million Americans,
2 billion dollars!
Sunday, September 16, 2018
seem to seem , okay then , later . . . . . . fall : mkJNVDOIWHB7RC , J
You seem almost normal
Why do you seem almost normal
Why do you seem almost normal only now
Why do you seem almost normal only now already
all ready
?
I pee on the backyard and a tree
I listen to the latest from
Yo La Tengo and Broken Social Scene
and Nujabes
I am good at Stuff . . . like What ever
ha , heh , sort of , simile , smile
I keep on to try again .