OK. Pat and I were in the apartment. He had just bought Domino a new litter box to put in the dining room closet. The sliding door started closing on its own; it's outta whack like it wasn't fixed. This seemed to annoy Pat. I said I'll tell them tomorrow.
I wrote that first paragraph months ago. Patrick asked for the tape. I moved really slow. Put off by his attitude. He seemed annoyed with me. He said, sarcastically, 'Just phone it in', or something like that. I was painfully and tearfully frustrated. I quickly went to the business center to type this out. I typed that first paragraph then Patrick knocked on the business center door. I was startled. I closed the blog page and let him in. I forgot what we did next.
Later peace
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
Huge Crushes
Erin Timony , Goodnight Moon ASMR
Kat Edmonson
1. Gillian Jacobs
2. Stevie Wynne Levine
Michelle Williams
Kat Edmonson
1. Gillian Jacobs
2. Stevie Wynne Levine
Michelle Williams
Saturday, February 21, 2015
Friday, February 20, 2015
It's 330 am, turn on the Mexican soap opera channel.
Your girl ham
How can my dream seem to change my whole attitude and perspective but I can recall nothing about it? Attitude and 3rd.
You wish you were a waste.
There is no cake
None of this is real.
My sleepy prison
I am the most passionate of myself.
The No One Dream
Bumpy Bus Ride!
Kill Jerry Seinfeld then kill myself [Alec Baldwin]
Doc Hollywood
Doctors are so stupid
Hey silly do you know anything about trees.
Took a laugh down last left lane
Justification of existence is impossible and unnecessary.
Poop.strep throat
Yodel love a blue boy
Pure burst of radio active energy
MTG is a male cavern.
Cannot See
Hearts to Bare
Sweaty White Skin behind phluffy dark cotton
Cheetos and Mountain Dew
Cheektowaga and Mountain View
Don't forget why you're doing this: Doritos.
I exercise lying on my back on the floor of my dark bedroom at 530 am.
Your girl ham
How can my dream seem to change my whole attitude and perspective but I can recall nothing about it? Attitude and 3rd.
You wish you were a waste.
There is no cake
None of this is real.
My sleepy prison
I am the most passionate of myself.
The No One Dream
Bumpy Bus Ride!
Kill Jerry Seinfeld then kill myself [Alec Baldwin]
Doc Hollywood
Doctors are so stupid
Hey silly do you know anything about trees.
Took a laugh down last left lane
Justification of existence is impossible and unnecessary.
Poop.strep throat
Yodel love a blue boy
Pure burst of radio active energy
MTG is a male cavern.
Cannot See
Hearts to Bare
Sweaty White Skin behind phluffy dark cotton
Cheetos and Mountain Dew
Cheektowaga and Mountain View
Don't forget why you're doing this: Doritos.
I exercise lying on my back on the floor of my dark bedroom at 530 am.
Thursday, February 12, 2015
Favourite Albums
- Queen of All Ears
- Spiritual State
- Modal Soul
- Love Supreme
- Meditations
- Live in Birdland - Coltrane
- Platform - Holly Herndon
- Sometimes I Sit and Think and Sometimes I Just Sit
- Building nothing out of something
- Lonesome crowded west
- Everywhere and his nasty parlor tricks
- The Moon and Antarctica
- Good news for people who love bad news
- This is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about
- The fruit that ate itself
- Feels
- Merriweather post pavilion
- Strawberry jam , sung tongs, probably most Animal Collective
- Team boo
- Bring it back ... And all mates of states
- In the aeroplane over the sea
- On avery island
- Remember that I love you
- Thunder thighs
- Adventures of ghost horse and stillborn
- La Maison de Mon Reve
- Noah's ark
- Grey oceans
- Blazing arrow
- The Craft
- Nia
- The way out
- Thought for food
- Lemon of pink
- Lost and safe [ and most of the Books ]
- Funeral
- Barbed wire kisses
- Surrender
- Give up
- The Sunlandic twins , and all previous of Montreal
- The knife
- Deep cuts
- Silent shout
- Clap your hands say yeah
- Fashion nugget
- Motorcade of generosity
- Comfort eagle
- 69 love songs
- Garfield
- Minor love
- The strokes
- Room on fire
- The white stripes
- De stijl
- White blood cells
- Elephant
- Get behind me, Satan
- This is happening ! !!! !
- Big science
- Yellow house
- Oh inverted world
- Demon Days [ probably some other Gorillaz ]
- Apologies to the queen Mary
- In case we die
- Paparazzi lightning
- Delete Delete I eat meat
- I'm wide awake, it's morning
- West
- Grapefruit Clouds
- Paint the Sky with Stars
- Shepherd Moons
- Daily Ever Dawning
- The Low End theory
- Hello nasty
- Methlehem
- Acapulco
- Dan marino: important message
- Let's get a tan
- Yankee hotel foxtrot
- Odelay
- Mellow Gold
- Abbey road
- Let it be
- Sgt. pepper's lonely hearts club band
- Revolver
- Rubber Soul
- The white album
- The Love Supreme
- Meditations
- Carrie and Lowell
- Lost in Translation soundtrack
- Song from the Bardo
- Banga
- Perfect Vision Triptych
- Zammuto
- The Beginning Stages of . . .
- Is This It?
- Room on Fire
- everything wants to be used for what it was made for
- Ram
- Born to Run [ and maybe the next most famous Bruce ]
- Hot fuss
- The best adam green , Garfield or Minor Love maybe
- teaser and the firecat
- It's the ones who have cracked that the light shines through [ and some other Jeffrey Lewis ]
- Probably most of Leonard Cohen
- And John Lennon
- In Glendale
- Five Years of Fireworks
- Fade
- Cannonballs, Cannonballs
- The Cars
- Plans
- Once
- Shepherd in a Sheepskin Vest [and most Bill Callahan and Smog ]
- Summer Is Gone
- Earth into Aether
- Nightly Never Ending [ and most Bill Baird and Sunset ]
- Let Go ( avriL)
- Soviet Kitsch
- Begin to Hope
- Californication
- By the Way
- All McCarthy Trenching s
- and then nothing turned itself inside-out
Wednesday, February 4, 2015
It's close to midnight. I am sitting in the business center of the Arts at Turtle Creek. I am alone.
I want to know myself... again, if I ever did.
I am shivering a little, half from cold, half from nerves.
I was scrolling thru facebook on my phone, laying on my bed.
I felt like hearing Will Is My Friend, so played it on youtube on my phone. It's still very beautiful.
I wanted to say something. I wanted to express myself. I wanted to be myself. I put on khaki pants and blue flip flips and took Patrick's apartment key and walked here while the song played. I thought of someone seeing me and hearing the song... something about hipsters... It's such a useless phenomenon. The word.
I listened to KVRX on the way home from work tonight. The program was Souvlaki Space Station. They play Shoegaze and dream pop. I liked the last song. I sat in the car and listened to it all. I opened the moon roof and looked at the cloudy lit up night sky and the tree.
Patrick came home with ingredients for sub sandwiches. We prepared and ate. I was cutting bread and cut into my left index finger about a quarter inch. It took at least fifteen seconds for it to start bleeding. It was a clean cut. I put a band aid on which is still on. Pat put on Curb Your Enthusiasm season 3 I think. He asked Bridgett if it was okay. She ate with us. Pat and I shared a can of Amy's split pea soup.
Before they got home, I was listening to my iRiver recording, Something I'm Not. I wanted to hear "Scary Parts of the World". I listened to it and "Do You Wanna.." I imagined it being widely heard, being known as Gregury Wredburg, and Chris Gethard listening to it. I would label it as Indoors Outsider Art.
It's eight after midnight.
I have been very lazy. I was off for 4 days in a row before today. I feel like I lost myself a little somehow. I just put on Passing Through by Leonard Cohen. There was nothing on before.
This morning I did not do laundry. I watched Dodger play Life is Strange parts 1 through 3.
Yesterday was insane too...
I woke at Mom's house in the morning.
I watched La Vie de Boheme again, because I missed a lot my first try.
Aaron texted me back. He mentioned a movie he was devastated by, "Les Bonnes Femmes"
The band is Languis... that's languish without an 'h'.
There is something about Saturday Night Live.
I am listening to a song called "touch a cloud"
Here I go tripllee spaccing.
Im sac4red bye
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