My Last Most Powerful Free Write

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Here is an exercise - write about a random
Dictionary word ( I am drinking a Margarita on Rox )
The word is "schoolbook" Here I go: I am
scurred of Spiders and In Sex, Maybe -
I can squush 'em with a big book, like
one for school Learnin, like a big dicked
professer man who teechy teachers
like they big breast after school, GO
Die you fuckin' Hole Loser Fuckwit
Pervert ASSHHOOOOLLLe (=
I am Fuc / Funny and EVILASFUCK
YOUMOTHERRFUCKINGAYASS
FUCCCKKKIN HOLERetard
Fuckin' peice of Cumdirt
Shit GODYOUDAMNHELL ... jeez us

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I Love the photo and text of
GillIan   Jacobs that I
tacked to my bedroom wall. OK - write
more Legibly - I do not know how to spell that -
but I think Legibly may be correct... aaron.
I like to think of Names for people as
totally meaningless. A better name for Aaron
would be My Best Friend Forever, My Soul's Twin
I believe I am a very Good writer person.
I like Jesus Christ, the God person, a lot,
like he is my good friend or my good parent.
I want to go slow. I want to sleep perfectly, more like
AAron probably does. I should read
wiht most of my time. why am i so terrified
and petrified more than half of my conscious time.
I want some easy-to-follow guidelines for My Life, OK?

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I gotta write. It is the only way...
for me... I need direction. It's stormy.
I need love... I'm not sure what that means.
but it makes me begin to cry. I've had a full
wineglass of redwine just now. I feel cool....
Good. - that is a strong word. I almost
do not know what I will write next.
I'm Dad. I want my body to be Every-
Thing. Now I shall write more slowly
and neatly. I love Aaron, my only
friend, much more than anyone can ever put
into words... that last sentence is making
me cry liquid from my face holes. Eyes and nose.
I like Patrick, one of my 3 brothers,
a lot. I like Tim, but he is more
difficult to understand. I love


myself
so much
it hurts me.
... how. ow. how. Hi.










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