Some Hemingway Free Write

Hi, name me what you love most. I need your fun time.

The tired brake light burns the higher tree root.

I shed three pages of my sister's manual to get her, the root and the light to settle against the back seat.

The End

Bye,

Bye


Hello, Again.

My name is The Cars. Or Theseus. The Cyrus. The Sirius. Osiris. I'm serious.

My sister is 4 years older than I. We are only children.

She was good at school. She graduated from Michigan State at the top of her class with majors in Engineering and Business. She went right to work for General Motors and became a Vice President in Manufacturing 13 days before her 25th birthday.

I do not know her anymore...

I suppose I only knew her for a few moments, in the two years before my Puberty, summers and winters.

Hot steamy river side public parks, cold old houses surrounded by snow.

After ten years of speaking to each other for a few hours total, our mother died.

We drove together for almost 7 hours, to spend a little time with Dad.

It was almost perfect material for a cliche heart-felt Indie movie.

She became a small town mechanic a few weeks after her 30th birthday.

I thought about her

almost every day.

Some Poem, Middle: Wednesday 8-22-2018

Human Sochi, well played off the Central Soul,

How can Sluice Pirates tousle the Oriole.

But Alast, You is demons Just Right djerk Orstch.

Nigh I broke Helio too damn Much, and You just -


Well, what for now become of thee, I will know to

Do Not go afar, we wallet bacon mush moof shallot goo.

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Singapore Hong Kong

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Egalitarian Weimaraner

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hi.

it is just after 18:30 , or 6:30 pm.

now it is 18:42.



now it is 18;50.

i drank alcohol and i feel tired. i am lying on my bed, telling the truth.

my mom is watching sharp objects.

i am hearing oom sha la la by haley heynderickx. i like her name and her.

i read a few pages of i'm your man: the life of leonard cohen today.

my mom and i went to best buy and staples and hobby lobby today.

i applied to 2 jobs today, best western and texas parks and wildlife.


other stuff to waste time.

survive until death, until something very bad happens.

do something, someone cares.


bye for now

It All Happens

Hi, my name is Hezikiah,

if you watch it all happen,

it will go so slow

you can never tell yourself

if you are watching ... or

what is happening.

Stead Fast

Sensual Pigeons

So grey and lady-like

Horses come to their senses

Why do we still say , Live Your Life . . .

It gets easier after the end.

Stay close by . . .

Always . . .

Only way is to

Do what we say

. . . Stand For . . . Friendship . . .

McCarthy T

renching

Peace and Health and Death

Talk to you

Later

by little

Close

the browser

like right now-ser.

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Reply to Juan, Internet Is Great

"
Was there something awesome you found that inspired you to post this? I'd wanto know about it [: Internet is almost synonymous with the World, for lots of us probably. It's like 'This is water' . 'Eighth Grade' is a nice movie. Sorry, i ramble {;
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Do you find some thing awe some , that inspires You to post Your Awe ?

I want to what the know is Your Inspiration . . . .

1. I want to fly to a big house
2. for ten minutes, like Peter Pan,
3. somewhere pretty
4. and close to pretty people
5. doing nice things
6. where we can get anything
7. we want or need
8. within 20 minutes,
9. like utopia Los Angeles.

1. I want to hang upside down
2. for 5 or 10 minutes,
3. and I want to sleep
4. for one third of my life.
5. I want to be eternal,
6. like afterlife and Heaven
7. with Jesus and such,
8. like Defending Your Life,
9. vacationing, comfort,
10. expectation, rest, hope.

1. I want to hold a person,
2. lay down, smile, breathe.
3. I want to hug another person,
4. like my best friends,
5. like the perfectly famous
6. people, liquids, bodies,
7. and I want to smell
8. and sleep again. Is it all
9. too heavy? I want to be a
10. wonderful person, and I want
11. all people to feel good forever.

--

I've listened to Dear Hank and John for a few hours today. The internet stopped working ten or 15 minutes ago, the screen says "LOADING"

I ate a bunch of stuff today. Not as much as I have on some days.
--
It's later now, about 5 PM. I've listened to about an hour of Harmontown. I drank about a glass of red wine, and I am drinking another half a glass. I guess my mom will be here in about an hour.

I am drinking more wine.

I want to read I'm Your Man: The Life of Leonard Cohen now.

bye.

This is tomorrow.

I maybe read 1 or 2 sentences after I typed that about the Cohen book.

I been listening to more Dear Hank and John. It stops to load every few seconds.

I just flossed and brushed my teeth.

It is 3:25 PM.

My mom is at her retirement party at the library. She'll be done working in a couple hours. Maybe forever.

Anagrams of Gregory Douglas Wredberg

L

GOD

GREW

RARE

RUGGED

BOYS

-

GOD

BREW

REAL

RED

SOGGY

RUG

I Will Be a Light

I miss walking all around South Austin
and sleeping alone all of every night.

I wish I were a Dynamo, sexy and clean for eternity,
saying to God, Please, do not worry about me:

I will be all light
I will be alight
I will be a light.

Do you wonder what becomes of all the things we wear?
I can sweat like a monster. I can dry off on the air.

I run my body into the ocean.
Does it All feel like it's still there?

Me and My Mom's Retirement, Days 1 and 2

2.

Safety Protrusion

Put your neck down

Tie your body to the ground

1.

Wal-Mart

Smooth Mouse

The news is coming out strong

Sports Team

Soul Exchange

The don't of they every

Is the Prove of them being.

Justice brushed my hear purest

Intellect earned who skill mitts.

Hio grow tea Easter of then skin

Whyn't port sun bring a knot

Yes por favor him which to fly

I said from that certain but there

And we did So To now do . . . .

Now, it is 12:46 PM, and I'm at my house.

I was lying in bed last night, thinking of my family coming for a birthday party this weekend, then I remembered that I have been spending the last 8 months at my mom's house, and I should have gotten a job by about 6 months ago. People wonder, what have I been doing?

I don't know. I've been listening to Dear Hank and John, about 40 episodes the past week. I like it.

I want to shower in the next 2 hours. I guess it's been about 5 days.

My mom will get home in about 2 hours. We will go to HEB and recycle stuff at the elementary school.

I wonder what shirt I will wear.

I excuse myself.

You got a story.

I just texted Aaron, asking what they are doing on or for Andee's birthday. He replied, "Nothing. [:" - I thought about it for a bit, then texted, "All right (:"

ok bye

I Distill. Leonard Cohen. Biography. Morning Walk Song

Nineteen

19 People

The Name of the Forest

The Name of the Forest

Sun.

Sun.

Sun.

ss.. nn..

I

need

to

drive

to

the

house

of

my

friends,

be-

cause

they

invited

me

to

a

birth-

day

par-

ty.

I

plan

to

stay

for

two

or

three

or

four

hou-

rs.

What

are

your

plans

be-

fore

and

af-

ter

the

death

of

each

per-

son

and

why?

Functional Human Brain

After We Die
Before We Grow
Functional Human Brains

Before We Die
After We Grow
Functional Human Brains

The Crest

of a Forest

with a View

of the Air

                                   Natturlee was born at 2:30 P.M. on West 44th Street at 2:30 P.M. The next dawn, the shiny silver 30-story building warm 33 degrees. Mother, 29 years old, and Father, 39 years old, take the walk down into the food and drinks place, where the walls diet, die and relax, 52 weeks a year, for 50 years and 4 weeks ago. That's why Mister Weshpeer modeled some Takings, Molds and Modes, Fluorescent Lights, and Galvanized Magnet buses and ferries, so that is what is was.

To BE Continued

Your Best Attention

Don't forget.

Don't forget

and you won't be forgotten.

I won't let

you fall below the Horizon.

If your God

is the only path

to a brighter tomorrow,

say that you will

be the same,

take all that you got,

get it all in Good order

and give it your best attention.

Dreams

In a fantasy land, I sit at a large round white conference table, all the seats filled with men.
Trump sits to my right, a short-brown-bearded husky middle-aged white guy to my left.
Someone gives a shot glass filled with alcohol to each man at the table, going around more than once.
One round is an orange-juice-like drink.
People encourage me to drink each shot that I am given and I do.
It's like a convention and people are trying to promote their alcohol with free samples.
After being given a whiskey type drink, Trump says Two and holds up a peace sign.
The server hesitates, since they are supposed to give each person only one.
Trump says Two again, motioning his fingers, like he expects to get what he wants, like he is special.
Everyone around is awkward, expecting the server to make an exception, then they do.
I drink two of the same kind in a row.
There are 8 or more shots in front the guy to my left, somehow I get the idea that each shot represents a letter in 'Star Wars' . . . .

This Is for You

Hi, you.

I am glad that you are here with me now.


I am listening to Sunday Roast by Courtney Barnett.

I listened to part of the album Tell Me How You Realy Feel... just before.

I like it a lot. I probably like all of her songs, at least a little. I like Courtney Barnett as an artist and person.

Kurt.

Nothing hurts... Sometimes a lot.

I drank two white wines in the past few hours, a sweet and a dry.

I am a little ashamed. I want to drink all the wine.

I keep thinking of buying coconut rum. My mom bought some about a month ago. I drank most of it.

I was just reading some Edward Gorey.

I am anxious, waiting for my mother and her cousin to get back to this house... any second.

Mom got me a taco from Torchy's.

Patrick texted me, asking if I want a taco.

I guess Mom's phone died.

I requested a migas taco.

We walked and drove around Bastrop...

I felt anxious about myself and what I should do, alone in this house... again today.

I feel better.

Often I tell myself I don't care. About whatever or everything.

Oh yeah, I want to take a walk now.

B right b ack. I will probably continue this soon after I get back from myy walk, if I really go...

Okay, now.


That was fun.

Mom, Tiff, and I just walked for at least 30 minutes, the usual, Sanders Estates.

It was pretty dark.

I walked Cutting Horse alone.

I paused near 1441.

There was a sliver of moon shine in ...

I love that experience.

I talked to myself... almost all the time.

I almost cried.

I remembered 'What is best in life?'

I guess I prefer to start sentences with the letter or word 'I'


Of course, I know that I could have made better decisions.

I decide to stop thinking, then do whatever feels good enough

at the moment.

Help Your Self by Courtney Barnett is on now.

Walking on Cutting Horse, I thought that alcohol makes me happy.

Obviously. But I probably have a problem...

Only occasionally though, since I have almost no money.


I am sure that I should just go to sleep, in a few minutes.

Floss, brush.

I should read instead of typing this.

There are several works I know I should read.

Sleep is the best for me now I am sure.

I have heard/read that Sleeping is a problem for millions, maybe billions of humans.


It is Strange that it seems that

Tiffany staying at this house too

Has had a profound impact on me.


Mom just discovered I drank most of the wine.

I was embarrassed and awkward for a few seconds.

She called me a Lush... mostly playfully, jokily I guess.


I have to stop...

So many times, I have thought, I just want to do nothing... except think...

then, I think, I will just do what is well-thought-out, reasonable, responsible, necessary, best for me...

But I have almost never done that.


Okay

Good bye

now

!

Every Day Schedule for Greg Wredberg

1. Get up at dawn. Or after 8 hours of sleep.
2. First 30 Minutes: Walk outside. Stretch / do Yoga.
3. Write dreams, or anything, at least 1 page.
4. First Hour: Maybe clean self. Eat good breakfast. Floss/brush teeth.
5. Rest of morning: Read.
6. Around Noon: Eat good lunch.
7. Write.
8. Read something else.
10. Eat good last meal. Floss/brush. Clean/wash.

When i wonder what to do i will do one of these things i can do every day to live well:

- examine my body, feelings, thoughts, acts
- meditate, yoga, workout, walk, jog, work on breath, posture, appearance, openness
- eat healthy, protein, egg, yogurt, nutrients, fiber, veggies, salad, all natural, responsible, morning, noon and when i am hungry
* read books - research - reflect - reflect - write - appreciate art, music, movies
- plan good life
- be practical, rational, generous,
* respectful
- check in
- Repay

Notes, "Our Home School Mission Statement" (by Aaron) 7-13-18 17:18

Schooling -- habituation to theoretic consciousness - Maths -

Spiritual aspiration - enlightened wonder - in Love with God -

Fulfill conscious intentionality - Notion of Goodness itself

Be more than human

As good for good itself.

Is what I am doing worthwhile?

Yes.         I go on, Strain of Finite Achieving.


After School

Assimilate Abstractions

blunt blush bulk

congregate, collect, culminate

derive decline distractions

elevate equality earnest

foster fullness focus

goal-orient grown gullet

honey holistic home-spin

integrate island, Icons.

jolly joke jewish kind

kinfolk kismet

last longing loquacious

men memory muster

nuns new number

open orange Omnipotent

perfect purpose purple

ricing reason road

surveying success senses

timing trust tally

useful ultimate ubiquitous

vacancy valuing venerable

women

walking washing wake

x-it xenomorphic x-cite

yoke You-n-I-Verse

con, vex, Yinyang

Zilent Zuper Zeven







. . .

.

Ever-Present Goal

Because we can,
Humans should think and act
Towards the ever-present goal
Of always creating a better future.
By better I mean
Every being can
Experience ever-increasing
Friendship, delight, hope, joy,
Understanding, grace, beauty, love
And all the other Good.