The don't of they every

Is the Prove of them being.

Justice brushed my hear purest

Intellect earned who skill mitts.

Hio grow tea Easter of then skin

Whyn't port sun bring a knot

Yes por favor him which to fly

I said from that certain but there

And we did So To now do . . . .

Now, it is 12:46 PM, and I'm at my house.

I was lying in bed last night, thinking of my family coming for a birthday party this weekend, then I remembered that I have been spending the last 8 months at my mom's house, and I should have gotten a job by about 6 months ago. People wonder, what have I been doing?

I don't know. I've been listening to Dear Hank and John, about 40 episodes the past week. I like it.

I want to shower in the next 2 hours. I guess it's been about 5 days.

My mom will get home in about 2 hours. We will go to HEB and recycle stuff at the elementary school.

I wonder what shirt I will wear.

I excuse myself.

You got a story.

I just texted Aaron, asking what they are doing on or for Andee's birthday. He replied, "Nothing. [:" - I thought about it for a bit, then texted, "All right (:"

ok bye

I Distill. Leonard Cohen. Biography. Morning Walk Song

Nineteen

19 People

The Name of the Forest

The Name of the Forest

Sun.

Sun.

Sun.

ss.. nn..

I

need

to

drive

to

the

house

of

my

friends,

be-

cause

they

invited

me

to

a

birth-

day

par-

ty.

I

plan

to

stay

for

two

or

three

or

four

hou-

rs.

What

are

your

plans

be-

fore

and

af-

ter

the

death

of

each

per-

son

and

why?

Functional Human Brain

After We Die
Before We Grow
Functional Human Brains

Before We Die
After We Grow
Functional Human Brains

The Crest

of a Forest

with a View

of the Air

                                   Natturlee was born at 2:30 P.M. on West 44th Street at 2:30 P.M. The next dawn, the shiny silver 30-story building warm 33 degrees. Mother, 29 years old, and Father, 39 years old, take the walk down into the food and drinks place, where the walls diet, die and relax, 52 weeks a year, for 50 years and 4 weeks ago. That's why Mister Weshpeer modeled some Takings, Molds and Modes, Fluorescent Lights, and Galvanized Magnet buses and ferries, so that is what is was.

To BE Continued

Your Best Attention

Don't forget.

Don't forget

and you won't be forgotten.

I won't let

you fall below the Horizon.

If your God

is the only path

to a brighter tomorrow,

say that you will

be the same,

take all that you got,

get it all in Good order

and give it your best attention.

Dreams

In a fantasy land, I sit at a large round white conference table, all the seats filled with men.
Trump sits to my right, a short-brown-bearded husky middle-aged white guy to my left.
Someone gives a shot glass filled with alcohol to each man at the table, going around more than once.
One round is an orange-juice-like drink.
People encourage me to drink each shot that I am given and I do.
It's like a convention and people are trying to promote their alcohol with free samples.
After being given a whiskey type drink, Trump says Two and holds up a peace sign.
The server hesitates, since they are supposed to give each person only one.
Trump says Two again, motioning his fingers, like he expects to get what he wants, like he is special.
Everyone around is awkward, expecting the server to make an exception, then they do.
I drink two of the same kind in a row.
There are 8 or more shots in front the guy to my left, somehow I get the idea that each shot represents a letter in 'Star Wars' . . . .

This Is for You

Hi, you.

I am glad that you are here with me now.


I am listening to Sunday Roast by Courtney Barnett.

I listened to part of the album Tell Me How You Realy Feel... just before.

I like it a lot. I probably like all of her songs, at least a little. I like Courtney Barnett as an artist and person.

Kurt.

Nothing hurts... Sometimes a lot.

I drank two white wines in the past few hours, a sweet and a dry.

I am a little ashamed. I want to drink all the wine.

I keep thinking of buying coconut rum. My mom bought some about a month ago. I drank most of it.

I was just reading some Edward Gorey.

I am anxious, waiting for my mother and her cousin to get back to this house... any second.

Mom got me a taco from Torchy's.

Patrick texted me, asking if I want a taco.

I guess Mom's phone died.

I requested a migas taco.

We walked and drove around Bastrop...

I felt anxious about myself and what I should do, alone in this house... again today.

I feel better.

Often I tell myself I don't care. About whatever or everything.

Oh yeah, I want to take a walk now.

B right b ack. I will probably continue this soon after I get back from myy walk, if I really go...

Okay, now.


That was fun.

Mom, Tiff, and I just walked for at least 30 minutes, the usual, Sanders Estates.

It was pretty dark.

I walked Cutting Horse alone.

I paused near 1441.

There was a sliver of moon shine in ...

I love that experience.

I talked to myself... almost all the time.

I almost cried.

I remembered 'What is best in life?'

I guess I prefer to start sentences with the letter or word 'I'


Of course, I know that I could have made better decisions.

I decide to stop thinking, then do whatever feels good enough

at the moment.

Help Your Self by Courtney Barnett is on now.

Walking on Cutting Horse, I thought that alcohol makes me happy.

Obviously. But I probably have a problem...

Only occasionally though, since I have almost no money.


I am sure that I should just go to sleep, in a few minutes.

Floss, brush.

I should read instead of typing this.

There are several works I know I should read.

Sleep is the best for me now I am sure.

I have heard/read that Sleeping is a problem for millions, maybe billions of humans.


It is Strange that it seems that

Tiffany staying at this house too

Has had a profound impact on me.


Mom just discovered I drank most of the wine.

I was embarrassed and awkward for a few seconds.

She called me a Lush... mostly playfully, jokily I guess.


I have to stop...

So many times, I have thought, I just want to do nothing... except think...

then, I think, I will just do what is well-thought-out, reasonable, responsible, necessary, best for me...

But I have almost never done that.


Okay

Good bye

now

!

Every Day Schedule for Greg Wredberg

1. Get up at dawn. Or after 8 hours of sleep.
2. First 30 Minutes: Walk outside. Stretch / do Yoga.
3. Write dreams, or anything, at least 1 page.
4. First Hour: Maybe clean self. Eat good breakfast. Floss/brush teeth.
5. Rest of morning: Read.
6. Around Noon: Eat good lunch.
7. Write.
8. Read something else.
10. Eat good last meal. Floss/brush. Clean/wash.

When i wonder what to do i will do one of these things i can do every day to live well:

- examine my body, feelings, thoughts, acts
- meditate, yoga, workout, walk, jog, work on breath, posture, appearance, openness
- eat healthy, protein, egg, yogurt, nutrients, fiber, veggies, salad, all natural, responsible, morning, noon and when i am hungry
* read books - research - reflect - reflect - write - appreciate art, music, movies
- plan good life
- be practical, rational, generous,
* respectful
- check in
- Repay

Notes, "Our Home School Mission Statement" (by Aaron) 7-13-18 17:18

Schooling -- habituation to theoretic consciousness - Maths -

Spiritual aspiration - enlightened wonder - in Love with God -

Fulfill conscious intentionality - Notion of Goodness itself

Be more than human

As good for good itself.

Is what I am doing worthwhile?

Yes.         I go on, Strain of Finite Achieving.


After School

Assimilate Abstractions

blunt blush bulk

congregate, collect, culminate

derive decline distractions

elevate equality earnest

foster fullness focus

goal-orient grown gullet

honey holistic home-spin

integrate island, Icons.

jolly joke jewish kind

kinfolk kismet

last longing loquacious

men memory muster

nuns new number

open orange Omnipotent

perfect purpose purple

ricing reason road

surveying success senses

timing trust tally

useful ultimate ubiquitous

vacancy valuing venerable

women

walking washing wake

x-it xenomorphic x-cite

yoke You-n-I-Verse

con, vex, Yinyang

Zilent Zuper Zeven







. . .

.

Ever-Present Goal

Because we can,
Humans should think and act
Towards the ever-present goal
Of always creating a better future.
By better I mean
Every being can
Experience ever-increasing
Friendship, delight, hope, joy,
Understanding, grace, beauty, love
And all the other Good.

Journal

Hey.

3.

Tiffany is here at 139 Michele Drive, Bastrop, Texas, US of A.
I just started a 2nd glass off Riesling.
It is 22:16.

She and my mom are watching Sharp Objects, episode 1.
I wanted to play Escape Goat online a minute ago, but the internet is too slow.
I am sitting up on my bed, pillow on my lap, tablet atop pillow.

I read about half of the homeschool mission statement that Aaron emailed me. It's deep; I like it.
I am going to Aaron's in 9 days for Malakai's birthday. I'm nervous but glad for the opportunity.
I saw Aaron and Andee at HEB yesterday. It was fun. Mostly Aaron and my mom talked.

2.

I am super ridiculous because I spent so much time making decks on tappedout.net.
I wasted most of yesterday.

I kind of watched and listened to Jesse and Dodger play Life Is Strange: Before the Storm.
It makes me smile: I feel cozy and childish and love and forgiveness and easy eternity.

1.

One sentence: tomorrow we breakfast at Maxine's, then farmer's market, then I'll stay home.

Computers.
Words.
People.
One Page.
Light.
Fire.
Heat.
Electrons, Quarks, Energy
Poop
Eyes
Rocks, Dirt, Water, Metal
Trees
Animals
Space
Time
Exact
Definition
Perfection
Is and Not
Eternity
God
I am Myself now
Here, I wonder. What will I do after I save this Document , Is this worth it , I should read it or
sleep ? Now . This is the end . I have about 20 or 30 more spaces for these letters . I love you
Good Bye













yes

My Gracious Goodness

Need to Think, which how is the most the time now to become what they need.

Number one, I am sitting typing this 139 Michele Drive

Uhh, almost Sweet potatoes and pork chops.

Uhm, TV on the Living Room, my Mother.

Number two, My brothers, and other family and friends, eating and talk or text, plans and futures.

Number 3. Hmm, Leftovers, Rectify, Good posture, Sleep, Work, Chores, Good body and hygiene and Love and Sex and Memories and People of the

Shapes Lines Textures Thoughts Pressures Weights Motions Lapses Lacks Bends Truths Drops Measures Colors Comparisons

number 4our

I should try to fix the

Soil, Earth, Atoms, Charts, Diagrams, Responsible agenda schedule curriculum, foreseen,

i mean I need to

organize, optimize

particle, pattern, Reasonable, Lofty

I wan a wife [ i wanto live a loving life with a loving spouse , maybe not , i got to do a lot. ]

man woman

on floors

right on time

Correct

Lands Roads Wheels Walls

Elbows Feet Fabric Mandible Stores Kitchens

Again Finally


All right, now I will tell you what I should do now

I will take the star

Metaphor

Good Grave

No waste

Make the person stand up straight

No cry, no fake smile or laugh

He could fight and save your Life

What is Realistic though

I understand Statistics and Economics

Just Water up there

A better whole Circle


Number five,

I am going to sleep in ten to twenty minutes

My ma has had a bad head ache

I read most of a New Yorker article about Pain research

Science Medicine

Unnecessary

Over-Reach

I focus on my Now.

I am itch scratch Computer Wet Sweat Heart Blood

Eyes, Vision, Muscle

Fatigue

You done know where you are

Little noise

Constant

Why and How

Why who?

All this to ask what?

I found the order.

The order of the order

The necessary What

Maybe throw away the candy

Realize

A pretty big house

A larger number of orfans

Practical infinite space light

Life growth

Inward growth

Perfection of Knowing

Control

Fit and belong

adapt evolve

Slow flow

water food

Appropriate

Like a guy I saw on a street

On a screen

Clean

Neat

Hair face Nice

Ready for anyone

The end i guess for this

              Fetus Anus

Breath to be won by World

So I was eating an egg halad sam handwics,

I sold her up the road for a nickel a quarter.

So I was so sorry to see her so down,

I for said they Reconsider at a dollar a pound . . . .

6-19-2018 Sanders Estates Walk

In Your Nose it is crazy,
but I want to feel what you believe.
Riding a tostada through the sunset
at 6 a.m. over southeastern New Jersey.

I cried about a billion buckets of hamster snow,
then I'm sorry your aunt forgot to give you a forest,
so I made you a box of aftershocks
on a golden globe after the wetwipe aftershave parade.

Believe the story of waterholes selecting
northern Namibia, April 2054, how the
Redbox haggles a 66 pixel per square inch
screentime with a toddler's nervous sinus

at 4:30 whenever; Mother, Eva Gorbon
sets a 2.3 billion dollar Webisode merger
to settle a stomach 44 floors up the air;
She said, "I know your Leaning sharks

the Tackle Bonk Boys, but leave my
interested party of people who were children,
and the Benefits will be two weeks
to three months of unfiltered Blessings to toe."

What I Am Going to Do

go sleep

• redoronge car
• get clothes off, bathroom
• swim get in hot tub
• watch swanger tings S2 ep4, 5
• eat supper
• eat snax 
• eat lunch
• sit in history
• listen
• notes
• participate 
• watch mario galaxy [I meant Odyssey] post Wooded Kingdom on Youtube,
• shower
• brush teeth
• clean room
• sleep in bed
• go to yoga
• talk to nice young woman
• think good
• read
• sleep in head
• listen music and words
• yoga talk to Dee and female comrade
• listen to sleepwithme the end
• read things
• computer time do stuff
• watch TV
• sleep
• walk
• drink
• use bathroom 
• think whatever 
• relax

Titles

On the Course of Conversations

On the Planning of Communities


Another Billion People

Universal Population Optimization

The Supreme Being Average Tasty Pissants

100 truths

1. I am standing at my desk.
2. I sat down for a bit.
3. Now I am standing again {-:
4. I put on Stranger to Stranger by Paul Simon and band about 10 minutes ago.
5. Today I downloaded about 20 photos of Julie, wearing less than the usual, onto my tablet (the device I am using now)
6. I saved them on the email I don't use. 
7. I deleted the photos from my device along with a lot of other photos and videos.
8. There was a screenshot of my homepage that I took in Canada, and I wanted to save it, and I am a little sad that I did not know I was deleting it, but I don't care really.
9. I have been wasting a lot of time, even for me.
10. I stayed up till 5 am or so, looking for sexy photos of Julie.
11. I like this album so far, Stranger to Stranger.
12. Aaron has been listening to Paul Simon a lot, and he told me a lot about him, so I want to listen to all of his songs.
13. My back started to tingle and I am a little tired so I am sitting again.
14. I wonder why I feel like telling you whether I am standing or sitting.
15. I am very hunched and sunk.
16. I just texted Aaron for the 2nd time today.
17. I am on my 2nd cup of coffee today.
18. I had the 1st about an hour ago.
19. It is 14:00.
20. I am jittery.
21. I fell asleep several times.
22. I got up a bit after 10.
23. Mom had just made bacon.
24. I ate a strip.
25. I ate at least 5 little powdered doughnuts.
26. Mom bought them last night, along with half gallon of cookies and cream ice cream, at the closest gas station for a bit more than 11 dollars. 
27. When we got into the car to go back home and watch Longmire, Mom said we are silly, are we not?
28. We are going to Gatti Town in an hour.
29. It is my niece Sofie's 3rd birthday.
30. I spent a little over 2 hours at Gatti Land this evening. 
31. I want to relax more.
32. I've been listening to McCarthy Trenching Spotify radio. I like it a lot.
33. It was nice driving and listening to Paul Simon with Mom today.
34. I had some nice moments with family, so I think it was worth going to Gatti Land.
35. I slept in till after 9 today.
36. There are too many weird things to type them all, and i am glad and grateful for all of them and my feelings.
37. i am having a kind of nice little weird fun day. 
38. i feel that i have at most 1% control over my life.
39. Most of all i am glad and grateful for all friendships, real and full and imagined.
40. I have too much caffeine in me
41. i started drinking alcohol about ten minutes ago, it is 1:30 pm in a few minutes
42. I started listening to Ought radio about 30 minutes ago.
43. it is nice and silly
44. i put on paul simon right after those last two sentences. So Beautiful or So What is like Phil McShane: Sow What
45. I have been awake for 4 to 5 hours today, February 27, 2018 CE
46. It is 12:56 according to this tablet.
47. I have been listening to Phantogram on YouTube on the TV, today.
48. I like it.
49. I've read about a page of Randomness, Statistics and Emergence today.
50. I just watched the music video Up All Night by Beck.
51. I like it.
52. I laughed out loud when I saw the credit that said CANADA.
53. I think it said Directed by Canada.
54. A video for Tame Impala's The Less I know the Better just came on and it said A Film by Canada.
55. It's wild and sexual.
56. It's almost making me cry along with the music.
57. I want to look up who Canada is or are.
58. I love Cellphone's Dead by Beck. 
59. And this music video is fun.
60. Last night my mom and I watched episode 1 of season 3 of The Bridge, swedish and danish. English subtitles.
61. I don't think I will accomplish anything today.
62. I read the lyrics to Cellphone's Dead right after I saw the video.
63. I am continually amazed at all these people making these songs and music videos. 
64. More time and energy and people than I can imagine.
65. Video for Genghis Khan by Miike Snow is on. 
66. I think they are Swedish.
67. It is 13:42 on this tablet.
68. I feel okay right now.
69. I was just watching Sinead O'Connor videos. She's really messed up.
70. I guess I have about 2 more hours alone before Mom gets home.
71. I have to drive and do stuff with people tomorrow, like talk to people who are not my mom, people at the auto repair shop, probably people at the library when I go pick up Mom, and the oldest of my three brothers and his life-partner.
72. The latter 2 just went on a Mediterranian cruise. That's cool.
73. Mom said we are planning to eat at a mexican restaurant. Maybe Chuy's.
74. I think I want to shower tomorrow before driving Mom to work.
75. I think it has been almost a week since I showered.
76. I have been in a hot tub several times so that kind of cleaned me.
77. In fact, I want to get in the hot tub in a minute, as soon as I can take my clothes off and put swim trunks onto myself.
78. I like using language as precisely as possible.
79. I've just been singing to myself "Riiide tha Taiiigaaah."
80. I masturbated into the toilet a few minutes ago.
81. Right after I thought, I am a bad person. 
82. I watched Ashley Alban undress and talk about her body and sex.
83. I just made coffee.
84. It is 17:11.
85. Today I've watched about the first half of Goodnight Moon ASMR's video ASMR Winter Travels.
86. It is on right now.
87. I really love the part when they fly from Portland to Boston.
88. I am excited to eat something soon.
89. A few hours ago I ate 3 or 4 S'mores Girl Scout Cookies.
90. It's been many days.... 
91. Mom and I are having fish and sweet potatoes in a bit.
92. We are planning to watch Longmire.
93. I hope Netflix works.
94. 
    

10 10 Word Sentences

1. Charles Freeman is a good doctor and a good friend.
2. 
   
3. I caught the umbilical juice with a cypress for you.
4. 
   
5. I hear sentences of Rome but wander through truant lands.
6. 
   
7. I mean today to be a roadsign , slipping to sleep.
8. 
   
9. A nice clean idea is shining like joy and release.
10. 
    
11. I watch the parade on the television outside the facility.
12. 
    
13. The doorman opened the door for me and my girl.
14. 
    
15. Second City will hire two or three helpers, weather permitting.
16. 
    
17. I saw Melissa at Christine's homecoming shindig last Sunday night.
18. 
    
19. People find the time we need, then showbiz never lies. 
20. 
    

1. Charles

2. Cypress

3. Rome

4. Roadsign

5. Joy

6. Facility

7. Doorman

8. Weather

9. Christine

10. Showbiz

the end

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Friday, July 21, 2017

I Created an Alloyed Seam

A Screenplay


Songs and Audio

"Sleep with Me podcast episode Fearlessly Flying Through the Fearless Flyer" plays at the beginning of the movie, starting with the theme song, and plays the whole episode throughout the movie, just quiet enough to hear, but not interfering with other audio. It pauses during silent parts.

"The Hill" by Marketa Irglova, the version from the scene in Once, plays through and part of it with just piano plays on a loop for a few minutes.

"My House" by Flo Rida plays three times in a row, it gets louder near the end of the second play, and at the start of the third play it fades out slowly evenly throughout the song, so that the very end of the song is silent.

"I Created an Alloyed Seam" by Gregory Wredberg. I have not recorded this yet, but I think it will just be me saying the title about 50 times with no music, less than two minutes. It will play at the opening credits and at the closing credits.

"Farewell Transmission" by Songs: Ohia plays at the very end then ten seconds of silence then credits.

A song by Sun Kil Moon, something chill and simple and autobiographical.

A song by Cribshitter, probably Jellyshoes, Acapulco or both. And Sunshine.

A song by Grand Buffet, maybe Oh My God, You're Weird, or one of their most sincere songs or tamest songs.

A song by Blackalicious, maybe Vessel. And Release with Saul Williams, Dose One, and Zach De La Rocha.



Elements of the Movie

There should be ten straight minutes of silence somewhere in the middle.

There should be ten straight minutes of a black screen.

The silence and black overlap for one minute, or there is a separate black silent minute.

There should be another solid color screen, maybe white fade to pink fade to red, or reverse, or black to red to pink to white, for about a minute.


Screenplay

The opening credits are like in old movies with separate screens and everyone's name in the cast and crew, alphabetically, and a different still background from the movie on each.

Black screen after the credits for three seconds and the Sleep with Me episode starts.

Cut to an oak tree trunk about three feet away at night with a telephone pole security light behind it above screen.

Cut to the ground about two feet away. Dirt, sticks, and a bit of grass.

Cut to me lying asleep in bed, from the perspective of someone about 6 feet tall standing about two feet from the side of the bed.