1. I want to fly to a big house
2. for ten minutes, like Peter Pan,
3. somewhere pretty
4. and close to pretty people
5. doing nice things
6. where we can get anything
7. we want or need
8. within 20 minutes,
9. like utopia Los Angeles.

1. I want to hang upside down
2. for 5 or 10 minutes,
3. and I want to sleep
4. for one third of my life.
5. I want to be eternal,
6. like afterlife and Heaven
7. with Jesus and such,
8. like Defending Your Life,
9. vacationing, comfort,
10. expectation, rest, hope.

1. I want to hold a person,
2. lay down, smile, breathe.
3. I want to hug another person,
4. like my best friends,
5. like the perfectly famous
6. people, liquids, bodies,
7. and I want to smell
8. and sleep again. Is it all
9. too heavy? I want to be a
10. wonderful person, and I want
11. all people to feel good forever.

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I've listened to Dear Hank and John for a few hours today. The internet stopped working ten or 15 minutes ago, the screen says "LOADING"

I ate a bunch of stuff today. Not as much as I have on some days.
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It's later now, about 5 PM. I've listened to about an hour of Harmontown. I drank about a glass of red wine, and I am drinking another half a glass. I guess my mom will be here in about an hour.

I am drinking more wine.

I want to read I'm Your Man: The Life of Leonard Cohen now.

bye.

This is tomorrow.

I maybe read 1 or 2 sentences after I typed that about the Cohen book.

I been listening to more Dear Hank and John. It stops to load every few seconds.

I just flossed and brushed my teeth.

It is 3:25 PM.

My mom is at her retirement party at the library. She'll be done working in a couple hours. Maybe forever.