Have You ever wanted to hurt yourself and never die? I guess I think I want to take my mind off of feelings that feel worse than hitting my hand on something or hitting my face. Although, after I stop thinking about that bodily pain, I will feel crazy, and I will feel even worse. I pace until my feet hurt. I probably drank too much coffee. Maybe I should have gone to Austin again. Maybe I should be volunteering right now.
I do not hate myself, but I am more disappointed in myself than I have ever been.
I AM LISTENING TO THE CLASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
DEATH OF GLORY !
FUCK THESE FEELINGS !
I AM BETTER THAN MYSELF !
BECOME .... JUST ANOTHER STORY
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