I took a little walk, it is now 126 am.


I am listening to Summercamp Vs. the Fake Moustache Tree, again now, 2nd time tonight, it is why I went outside.


TV Scientist.


I thought this sometome in high school:

maybe the main reason People do suicide is because

there is too much to think about and too much time to think about it all




it is 130. I love myself.



I don't worry about people judging me.


I love and accept everyone.


I know this, I know better, I want better, I want  ... to type myself... Un-typical  


What else?   Is   there?    Problems?       I worry sometines,   that   my    Anxiety    Panic     and     Paranoia    may      kill    me     thru      a    heartattack        or       an       aneurysm



Psychotic.......     what    do    drugs    do?       I just    thought     I      need     to      meditate       often,      I     need    and want      to       notice        more       and       pay      attention        and        be         better