Titles

On the Course of Conversations

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Another Billion People

Universal Population Optimization

The Supreme Being Average Tasty Pissants

100 truths

1. I am standing at my desk.
2. I sat down for a bit.
3. Now I am standing again {-:
4. I put on Stranger to Stranger by Paul Simon and band about 10 minutes ago.
5. Today I downloaded about 20 photos of Julie, wearing less than the usual, onto my tablet (the device I am using now)
6. I saved them on the email I don't use. 
7. I deleted the photos from my device along with a lot of other photos and videos.
8. There was a screenshot of my homepage that I took in Canada, and I wanted to save it, and I am a little sad that I did not know I was deleting it, but I don't care really.
9. I have been wasting a lot of time, even for me.
10. I stayed up till 5 am or so, looking for sexy photos of Julie.
11. I like this album so far, Stranger to Stranger.
12. Aaron has been listening to Paul Simon a lot, and he told me a lot about him, so I want to listen to all of his songs.
13. My back started to tingle and I am a little tired so I am sitting again.
14. I wonder why I feel like telling you whether I am standing or sitting.
15. I am very hunched and sunk.
16. I just texted Aaron for the 2nd time today.
17. I am on my 2nd cup of coffee today.
18. I had the 1st about an hour ago.
19. It is 14:00.
20. I am jittery.
21. I fell asleep several times.
22. I got up a bit after 10.
23. Mom had just made bacon.
24. I ate a strip.
25. I ate at least 5 little powdered doughnuts.
26. Mom bought them last night, along with half gallon of cookies and cream ice cream, at the closest gas station for a bit more than 11 dollars. 
27. When we got into the car to go back home and watch Longmire, Mom said we are silly, are we not?
28. We are going to Gatti Town in an hour.
29. It is my niece Sofie's 3rd birthday.
30. I spent a little over 2 hours at Gatti Land this evening. 
31. I want to relax more.
32. I've been listening to McCarthy Trenching Spotify radio. I like it a lot.
33. It was nice driving and listening to Paul Simon with Mom today.
34. I had some nice moments with family, so I think it was worth going to Gatti Land.
35. I slept in till after 9 today.
36. There are too many weird things to type them all, and i am glad and grateful for all of them and my feelings.
37. i am having a kind of nice little weird fun day. 
38. i feel that i have at most 1% control over my life.
39. Most of all i am glad and grateful for all friendships, real and full and imagined.
40. I have too much caffeine in me
41. i started drinking alcohol about ten minutes ago, it is 1:30 pm in a few minutes
42. I started listening to Ought radio about 30 minutes ago.
43. it is nice and silly
44. i put on paul simon right after those last two sentences. So Beautiful or So What is like Phil McShane: Sow What
45. I have been awake for 4 to 5 hours today, February 27, 2018 CE
46. It is 12:56 according to this tablet.
47. I have been listening to Phantogram on YouTube on the TV, today.
48. I like it.
49. I've read about a page of Randomness, Statistics and Emergence today.
50. I just watched the music video Up All Night by Beck.
51. I like it.
52. I laughed out loud when I saw the credit that said CANADA.
53. I think it said Directed by Canada.
54. A video for Tame Impala's The Less I know the Better just came on and it said A Film by Canada.
55. It's wild and sexual.
56. It's almost making me cry along with the music.
57. I want to look up who Canada is or are.
58. I love Cellphone's Dead by Beck. 
59. And this music video is fun.
60. Last night my mom and I watched episode 1 of season 3 of The Bridge, swedish and danish. English subtitles.
61. I don't think I will accomplish anything today.
62. I read the lyrics to Cellphone's Dead right after I saw the video.
63. I am continually amazed at all these people making these songs and music videos. 
64. More time and energy and people than I can imagine.
65. Video for Genghis Khan by Miike Snow is on. 
66. I think they are Swedish.
67. It is 13:42 on this tablet.
68. I feel okay right now.
69. I was just watching Sinead O'Connor videos. She's really messed up.
70. I guess I have about 2 more hours alone before Mom gets home.
71. I have to drive and do stuff with people tomorrow, like talk to people who are not my mom, people at the auto repair shop, probably people at the library when I go pick up Mom, and the oldest of my three brothers and his life-partner.
72. The latter 2 just went on a Mediterranian cruise. That's cool.
73. Mom said we are planning to eat at a mexican restaurant. Maybe Chuy's.
74. I think I want to shower tomorrow before driving Mom to work.
75. I think it has been almost a week since I showered.
76. I have been in a hot tub several times so that kind of cleaned me.
77. In fact, I want to get in the hot tub in a minute, as soon as I can take my clothes off and put swim trunks onto myself.
78. I like using language as precisely as possible.
79. I've just been singing to myself "Riiide tha Taiiigaaah."
80. I masturbated into the toilet a few minutes ago.
81. Right after I thought, I am a bad person. 
82. I watched Ashley Alban undress and talk about her body and sex.
83. I just made coffee.
84. It is 17:11.
85. Today I've watched about the first half of Goodnight Moon ASMR's video ASMR Winter Travels.
86. It is on right now.
87. I really love the part when they fly from Portland to Boston.
88. I am excited to eat something soon.
89. A few hours ago I ate 3 or 4 S'mores Girl Scout Cookies.
90. It's been many days.... 
91. Mom and I are having fish and sweet potatoes in a bit.
92. We are planning to watch Longmire.
93. I hope Netflix works.
94. 
    

10 10 Word Sentences

1. Charles Freeman is a good doctor and a good friend.
2. 
   
3. I caught the umbilical juice with a cypress for you.
4. 
   
5. I hear sentences of Rome but wander through truant lands.
6. 
   
7. I mean today to be a roadsign , slipping to sleep.
8. 
   
9. A nice clean idea is shining like joy and release.
10. 
    
11. I watch the parade on the television outside the facility.
12. 
    
13. The doorman opened the door for me and my girl.
14. 
    
15. Second City will hire two or three helpers, weather permitting.
16. 
    
17. I saw Melissa at Christine's homecoming shindig last Sunday night.
18. 
    
19. People find the time we need, then showbiz never lies. 
20. 
    

1. Charles

2. Cypress

3. Rome

4. Roadsign

5. Joy

6. Facility

7. Doorman

8. Weather

9. Christine

10. Showbiz

the end

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Friday, July 21, 2017

I Created an Alloyed Seam

A Screenplay


Songs and Audio

"Sleep with Me podcast episode Fearlessly Flying Through the Fearless Flyer" plays at the beginning of the movie, starting with the theme song, and plays the whole episode throughout the movie, just quiet enough to hear, but not interfering with other audio. It pauses during silent parts.

"The Hill" by Marketa Irglova, the version from the scene in Once, plays through and part of it with just piano plays on a loop for a few minutes.

"My House" by Flo Rida plays three times in a row, it gets louder near the end of the second play, and at the start of the third play it fades out slowly evenly throughout the song, so that the very end of the song is silent.

"I Created an Alloyed Seam" by Gregory Wredberg. I have not recorded this yet, but I think it will just be me saying the title about 50 times with no music, less than two minutes. It will play at the opening credits and at the closing credits.

"Farewell Transmission" by Songs: Ohia plays at the very end then ten seconds of silence then credits.

A song by Sun Kil Moon, something chill and simple and autobiographical.

A song by Cribshitter, probably Jellyshoes, Acapulco or both. And Sunshine.

A song by Grand Buffet, maybe Oh My God, You're Weird, or one of their most sincere songs or tamest songs.

A song by Blackalicious, maybe Vessel. And Release with Saul Williams, Dose One, and Zach De La Rocha.



Elements of the Movie

There should be ten straight minutes of silence somewhere in the middle.

There should be ten straight minutes of a black screen.

The silence and black overlap for one minute, or there is a separate black silent minute.

There should be another solid color screen, maybe white fade to pink fade to red, or reverse, or black to red to pink to white, for about a minute.


Screenplay

The opening credits are like in old movies with separate screens and everyone's name in the cast and crew, alphabetically, and a different still background from the movie on each.

Black screen after the credits for three seconds and the Sleep with Me episode starts.

Cut to an oak tree trunk about three feet away at night with a telephone pole security light behind it above screen.

Cut to the ground about two feet away. Dirt, sticks, and a bit of grass.

Cut to me lying asleep in bed, from the perspective of someone about 6 feet tall standing about two feet from the side of the bed.

A Walk Around Dawn

This was the original title:

The Poem for a Monday Holiday at Home around Dawn and Forever

It is memorial day. I think it is wrong for anyone to care more about a dead Military person than anyone else. Doing Military stuff seems worse than most stuff people can do. No one is ever better than anyone.

The poem:

I just took a walk around Dawn
I think it was better than most things I could have done
I think I should have read or slept instead
Or ran
but
I sang to myself and others of the future
"
I cannot care any more. There is a space between
Any and more. I care as much as I can.
I care enough to make anyone understand
We are doing better than we know.
I just stop trying to think and let myself just be.

What is the difference between a reprise and a reprisal ?
Does to reprise mean to prise again ?
I rip out the root word prize
To sur-prise is above and beyond the Prize

I float on the Stream
on the TV screen;
Every second I am awake I dream
about a dream I had when I was seventeen.

I wonder who might want
to hear all of this song.
If you are too lonely to think;
You are a cool person I think.

"

Good Enough for Good Itself

No Electron - Reason Time Choice
This story really happens
In my mind
Your mind
God's mind
and in Space Time.

Its characters I help create are
Mary Brown
Jon Banks
Ronald Deer
and others; maybe no one can write their names.

I have to text Alex, or I will feel bad again, maybe worse.

Every 30 seconds , every thing bad happens
That might be true
If one defines Bad specifically
Or every thing good
and Every Good Thing
Come True
Real Facts
Without condition

Creative Writing

Hullo

The tidal Poise relayed a positive Near Pony hill side

 jiniojeburiepejn

Jim is nobody interesting.

Over joy even Beluga urchins rally in eerie

Pennsylvania Energy Joyce-oi-St neighbors.

 HBOENBOIRKNVNWOGDRUH

Hi - Bolo Origin.

Enter new broken

Ocean Igloos. Regen-

Erate kismet next Vietnam.

Nickel Wavers on Geraldine

DRUH, Rooster Understand Hello-ism

The End

For Trust

New Red Freezing Bellow Tree Taco Isthmus

Mellow Nasdaq Hero Husk Open Juice Flavor Edge

Greg Neck Intermediate Indeterminate


The End And

Light-Hearted

Light-hearted, dark- or heavy-hearted,
by and by, the soft and slight parted.

Feeling hungry, under their porches,
more cancers mean more food for the churches.

No Church People Ain't Got No Hortches

Aerials in the Sky

We are one again

Like a Story

Duck Ruins Your Mind

Rogue Pill Goose Donut

Seven Alabaster Kitchen Wishes

Handsomely Town Bereaves Holyscape

I kiss Ikea ornaments.

Humanely open Michigan expressways.

I hope he is.


You do not need to.

But there is nothing better.

It is happy like me.

The city by the sea.

The streets are clean.

The fair goers pack up

Their fair wares.

Children in row houses

Sleep and play a game.

It is a cool 82 degrees.

Life is so simple.

Like a story,

Like a book, like a movie,

Like my life.

Please like me.

I want to ask you

To give me a ride

To buy some supplies

For the week.

I think then we can make it

On our own

From then on.

What do you suffer from ?

I Feel as Weird, Strange and Messy as Ever

Reunion with Her, the Seven... Obsession... Weakness


I Was a Nice Cool Sunny Cloudy Day

Each night we sleep in different arrangements. Two together, alone, all together, with guests. It is new and different almost every night.

- - -  We all have fulfilling hobbies or occupations.
Film making, writing, sculpting, cooking, gardening, maths, biology, philosophy, teaching kids, whatever.
. . .
I marry. A visits often, sometimes M.
We are all good friends.
This story is mostly about my self Distortion ?
But it is also about philosophy
and the meaning of life
and Friendship.

The end. Jeez ... this is weird.
Also okay often visits, and does stuff with the Seven and I...
. . . .
We are the most famous people ever
Everyone loves us
Each of us has a Charity
We fix Poverty
We fix Humanity
History is good now
The future is good

The end.

Times Pass Nice Words

Being Normal

I watch Norm of the North Eleven

Times . . . [ pass ]

In a row .

Everything you know now

Is wrong ,

But you are a good person ,

and it was fun anyway .

I saw heard you being James Franco

Beside under palm trees

And mexican food .

Just after sunset

Miles from the Southern California coast .

Wet eyeball surfaces

Creamy night time .

Eleven years or so

My family fought . . .

My ancestor who lived

2 million year ago . . .

They began a fire

" Eat Meat

Poetry wastes Times "

I sat on Chairs Tables Couches

Beds I sleep

I hurt I curl I cry

I remember to breathe deep Lee

I float around Earth and Sun stars

99 years

12 years since

16 years

I spent 16 hours

I felt something New

I could not Move


You know the song Jackass.


You had Nice Words to say

The End

A Smooth Slice of Sootheberry Slipper Silk

I thought of the title of this post when I was in high school or maybe middle school.

I don't think I thought of it as a title. They were just words that I enjoyed together.


Words I Enjoyed Together


After my first few sips of chocolate coffee

I Macheted away Native Plants around the Backyard Rose Bush


I wonder what Sootheberries are

It's a same shit and a different day

Rearrange the popsicles , Honey .


It's a same thing and a different day

Rearrange t/heir poop-sicles , funny .


It's a sane hang and a different day

Rearrange the Pope-sicle's money.

A Liar Forces Fun

God filled my nociceptors with Eternal Love

I am a Blatant Liar and a Force for Fun


Summer died with Two Porches on Loan

I ate a Soccer and God rubbed my Palm


God forced my hand to pulverize a Gun

I sang about a Scientific Solution


A baby wailed at 7:30 p.m. on February 26th, 2018.

I saw the News and I Predict

No one will Witness an Apocalypse

Two If by Mouth

Two if by mouth,
She heard him wait.
A spoon softened
An un-early date.
Close to the heart,
A tragic beginning,
A timeless tailspin,
Slip into sharp skin.
Sit under their walls.
She begged of faith
By raising questions
And her right hand,
Five fingers straight up
Into the darkness
Above the bright mist.

Little Di-Mention

I don't want anyone to ever end.
You don't have to smile.
You don't have to smile.

I spoke to your mother and to your friend.
They bite their own tails.
They bite their own tails

Practical purpose and a floating Dime.
Sometimes I am wild.
Sometimes I am wild.

An Exerpt from "An Ongoing Letter to Myself in One Year (as of the Creation of This Title), March 2019, When 30 Years Will Have Passed Since My Conception"

. . .

but our friendship often reminds me of what i dislike about myself

but it feels better, more important, more true, real, eternal

what am i going on about

friends

meaning

purposes

love

life

laughing

person

poop

pips

tits

lips

hold me now in your long arms

dear judge
. . . .

i want to finish the new yorker shorts i began the past couple days

i just peed out by the south of my house

i felt good

my thoughts felt clear and honest

sun was peaking thru the trees

it is 7:71

no, it says 7:31


theory.


a ten thousand word thought


every tree on earth

every oxygen respiring plant cell

every nitrogen rich insect

every bedroom of every 30 year old father and his 9 year old daughter

every drop of coffee

every drop of tea

every bubble inside of a liquid or a human


Every possible arrangement of the bones and joints of living human skeletons


The End


Drops That Never Drip

From the Wholes of Bodies


April 28th 2018

I just heard the song Feeling Good about Feeling Good.

I just had a little diarrhea.

Less than an hour ago I signed up at BeTheMatch.org

I heard about it on Good Mythical Morning

I've been watching that show, catching up every week.

Also Podcasts, We're No Doctors, Ear Biscuits, Harmontown


I just saw Andee and Aaron and Malakai and Bobby.


Malakai's last soccer game.


Kind of strange

I lied to Aaron about how far I am in A Stroll with William James.

I said I am about 100 pages further than I am.


Mom said she might bring home Golden Chick, fried chicken, or catfish.


It is almost 5 p.m.


She has spent the day with Tim, Chelsea, and their kids.


After I got home from seeing Aaron and his family I drank Wine.

I read some of my journals from a few years ago, and looked at drawings I made.


I ate a slice of chaeddar cheese, ate a few M and Ms and a Brussels Peppridge Farms cookie and drank a little coke zero mixed with the wine, and I made hot chocolate with whipped cream, and i drank a little, I'll go drink more now. I waited for it to get less Hot.


hmm

boylife in america

cody chesnutt

me and you and everyone we know

hmm

fugazi

sweet and low


- -  May 2nd, 2018, 12:35 p.m.

I am going to post an exerpt of this letter onto this blog after I finish typing this. now.